Thursday, July 8, 2010

Virginity.

So, i've been thinking about this all day; and having sex, i dont think its that big of a deal. people do it all the time. But losing your virginity, i think thats a big deal. I think it is because its like, a once in a life time thing, you just cant take it back if you make a mistake. I think waiting for the right person is a good idea. me and my brother were talking about how his roomate had a fiance at one point, and they lost their virginitys to eachother and they were eachothers everythings at one point. thats what i want; i want to be someones everything and i feel like at the age of fifteen, im not going to get that. Im okay with waiting. Theres a lot of rumors going around about me that i'm a whore, and a slut, and a hoe; but i'm not. Just to clarify it. I'm still a virgin. No penis has ever been inside of my vagina and i'm going to keep it that way for quite awhile.

Thursday, July 1, 2010

poemmmm.

We've been bestfriend's since i remember, and that the age of two,
I remember last summer when i found you breathless and all blue.
your scars they tell a story, only me and you can read.
you seem like youre the weakest, but really;
you always take the lead.

When people look at you, their opinions are so blind.
Noone ever tells you, but youre one of a kind.
were so alike, yet so different.
were younger sis and older bro,
you should know; your the thunder in the rain.
and the quake of the earth.
i promise you; your a lot more then everyone says youre worth.

youre the strongest person i know, theres no reason to keep that on the down low.
i know i love you as much as you love me,
i know this because you gave me the key. The key to your heart,
that promises me, we'll never be apart.
all we ever needed was a fresh new start, especially to cover up your shooting up marks.
There was a time when we pretended that drugs didnt seem to matter,
but that never worked for you kept falling off of the ladder.
But now youre back on it , and youre there to stay,
because i'd lose the best part of me if you let drugs take you away.
you're the strongest person i know, i didnt really know if you knew.
This is a thank you, for all the times since i've been two.