love everyone; hate noone.

Theres just so much on my mind right now and I am so excited to put it all down.
it is 12:13am when I'm writing this.... and ive never felt better as of this moment.

I just feel, so powerful.
I'm sitting here on facebook and this boy is trying to catch my attention. Of course hes doing it in a negative way, because he dislikes me
and for a minute there... i was really starting to get ticked off by it,
but then i remembered somewhere in the bible it says "love your enemy"

and i started reading more about it
and its all about, LOVING YOUR ENEMY.
and i know that sounds so hard to do
but it just makes so much sense to me now

Jesus Christ; he died for us.
plain and simples. he was tortured and put through so much physical pain for US.
for our sins, for us to live. for us to have the chance to go to heaven!

and how do we repay him? by wars. by hurting other people. by suicide. by hatrid.

what kind of repayment is that?
we cant love our enemies but Jesus, he can die for us?
NO.
thats not right.
so here is my challenge, maybe to you, or one of your friends,
or to whoever reads this blog,
but especially to myself

im going to forgive everyone who has ever hurt me. who ive hurt,
who i just dont like,
who ive judged
EVERYONE.
im just going to forgive them and just, unconditionally love them.
im just going to UNCONDITIONALLY LOVE everyone actually~~~~!!!!!!!

ahh. im so happy :)

you are beautiful.

Theres so many things on my mind, i just need to let them escape.

Tomorrow, I'm going to Ohio for the weekend on a church retreat. To be honest... I am so EXCITED and Thrilled! whenever im at church for more than a couple hours... is wear it just changes me into a whole different person,

i just feel like i belong.
and the people im going with!. THEY ARE AMAZING! like the family ive never had! =]


But so...
relationships/love/looks

I used to think that something was wrong with me. I mean, i see all of my friends having boyfriends/girlfriends, and im just like "why can i never get me one of those?"

i used to think, i wasnt pretty enough, or not smart enough, or something along those lines.
But i dont think thats it anymore, because all different types of people are in relationships.

I just think, God is making me wait until i find someone who actually deserves me.
Not one of those boys whose real intentions are to "hit it and quit it."

And i guess im fine with that. I dont want to be just another title to a boy.
I just get frustereated waiting sometimes!



*whoever reads this blog;
you are beautiful.
girls, boys. i dont care who you are. you are truly beautiful. inside and out.
please, do not let anyone else tell you different.
and please, do not think youre not good enough.

ive been there and done that,
and love; trust me,if im good enough, you are good enough.



"I give you a new command: love eachother. you must love each other as i have loved you. All people will know that you are my followers if you love eachother." John 13:34