you are beautiful.

Theres so many things on my mind, i just need to let them escape.

Tomorrow, I'm going to Ohio for the weekend on a church retreat. To be honest... I am so EXCITED and Thrilled! whenever im at church for more than a couple hours... is wear it just changes me into a whole different person,

i just feel like i belong.
and the people im going with!. THEY ARE AMAZING! like the family ive never had! =]


But so...
relationships/love/looks

I used to think that something was wrong with me. I mean, i see all of my friends having boyfriends/girlfriends, and im just like "why can i never get me one of those?"

i used to think, i wasnt pretty enough, or not smart enough, or something along those lines.
But i dont think thats it anymore, because all different types of people are in relationships.

I just think, God is making me wait until i find someone who actually deserves me.
Not one of those boys whose real intentions are to "hit it and quit it."

And i guess im fine with that. I dont want to be just another title to a boy.
I just get frustereated waiting sometimes!



*whoever reads this blog;
you are beautiful.
girls, boys. i dont care who you are. you are truly beautiful. inside and out.
please, do not let anyone else tell you different.
and please, do not think youre not good enough.

ive been there and done that,
and love; trust me,if im good enough, you are good enough.



"I give you a new command: love eachother. you must love each other as i have loved you. All people will know that you are my followers if you love eachother." John 13:34