"I believe I believe!"

its 946 right now, my first night after Encounter!
for all of you who don't know what that is, its a church event that lasts three nights.

it is.... indescribable. I swear, whenever i hear PJ talk, it like being in a totally different world. That man has changed my life so much and the funny thing is, i dont know who he is; and he doesnt know who i am.
He is a real soldier of Christ, Thankyou PJ.!

Anywhoo,
I was sitting in church tonight and PJ was talking all about things we keep in our heart of hearts, and he brought up how some people keep their boyfriends/girlfriends their before anyone because they are so insecure about themselves that they always need someone.
As im writing this its like the words are magically flowing above the keyboard, like I dont have to really think and write this right now, haha okay done with the random thought.

but as he was talking about that it got me to thinking about relationships and about boys and ive came to the conclusion to me that;
men who dont live for Christ, are just.... unnatractive.
And i dont mean ugly, because i know that there are a lot of good looking men out there who havent found Christ yet.
But, I dont think i'd ever like to have a relationship with someone who doesnt live for Him. I dont really know why i feel this way,
i'm just put off by that now, hahaha.


another topic.... one of my good friends was going to go to Encounter tonight and she ended up telling me at the end of the school day "I dont think i'm going to go to Encounter, it'll take up to much of my weekend."
I dont think i've ever been that sad for one of my friends before. Shes missing out big time.
I love all of you! :)